Good intentions

Sometimes even when she

Was mocking me, she had

Good intentions whenever

I did something daft but I

Can’t help if she’s been

Subjected to the same

Before, her friend did

Mock her for being a

Pervert and she got

Criticised a lot by nuns

She must be onto

Something but not

What she expected

Perhasp out of revenge.

The breakup

The marriage was supposed to

Turn out fine but she’s addicted

To smut her husband found out

She belittles him for discovering

It, he beats her up and they break

Up, now she had to control herself

He’s fed up with her before the fact

Confiscating her belongings, not

Wanting to be compared to Fabio

Smut has ruined a happy marriage.

She had friends

She had friends but had to

Act fake to gain their approval

She had issues but hid in fear

Of being scolded and mocked

Again like they did to her before

She wants them but now she

Got divorced, she’s losing trust

In everybody, Dad’s gone and

She’d adjust to wandering in

Search of stability and God.

Envy

She should seem fine but

She hardly sees her father

He’s always away in Arabia

She’s angry at the world for

Not helping her around, she

Talks back and mocks out of

Fear and neediness, even her

Husband can’t take it anymore

Now she can’t fake her emotion

She opens up to God after her

Father’s death, left alone and

Wandering around for love.

Stupid things

I was wrong to insult somebody

Didn’t know any better, regretting

It but never forgetting my old

Stories though, still ashamed of

What I did to others before and

Always feeling sorry for them.